My only reoccurring dream is that I’m wondering in some location looking for somewhere to pee and either all the toilets are disgusting and covered in poo, or I can’t find them, or all the toilets are in an open space facing each other and they are also urinals and I’m wearing fancy clothes
Last night I dreamed that and spent the whole time thinking, “UGH THIS IS JUST LIKE ONE OF THOSE STUPID DREAMS I HAVE”
except it WAS ONE OF THOSE STUPID DREAMS
I feel like I have a hole inside of myself. And I thought I could fill it with TV or icecream
but I don’t know what I need
I suspect it might be kitten cuddles.
I got on the bus today and this bus is always PACKED packed packed. And I spotted a seat! So I wormed my way to it…It was on the back row, in the middle. More and more people got on the bus. Suddenly, I was squished between and surrounded by nothing but dudes and they were all inches away from me.
Fucking. Terrifying. Like, I just looked up from playing boggle, and suddenly all I could see was like a 10 guys all within 2 feet of me. Ughhhhhhhhhhh. I just felt so claustrophobic and like I couldn’t get away. And also—the next stop after htat was like 16 minutes! And we got stopped in traffic! Ugh.
I THOUGHT “ANACONDA” WAS SUPPOSED TO FIX MY STUPID EMOTIONS
I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooo oooooo oooo happy I’m going to therapy tomorro
I feel myself tail ending into some stupid emotions
AND ALSO something came up that I really really really need to process with someone who knows all my stories.
the drake part kills me
I KNOW. He doesn’t even do ANYTHING in the whole song!!! Except show up in the music video and look devastated