29This was such a waste of time, I forgot that that’s what I always felt afterwards.
I know the whole tumblr thing to do here is reblog this and ask people to ask me these questions, but I’d rather do the greatestjournal/livejournal thing and just answer them all. I’ve been watching the OC all day, makes sense to do one of these! oh PLUS i’m in a bitter mood which is basically how I spent all of highschool, so BRING ON THE GRUMPY RESPONSES!!!!!!!!!
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Seeing as he dumped me, I don’t think it’s gonna happen…
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Yup. I went by his house while he was supposed to be at work so I could do some scanning, but he hadn’t quite left yet. We chatted. It was cool. No tears.
3. Have you taken someones virginity? Nope!
4. Is trust a big issue for you? I have a feeling that it’s going to be when I try dating again
my parents are coming to visit so much sooner than I thought!….
i thought i was over sleeping with markers in my bed and staining my sheets bright colors.
For some reason this depresses me more than most things, the stains on my only white sheets.
“Girl You Shine” by Aaron Carter
from Aaron’s Party (Come Get it)
this song has made me cry for a long time all on its own!!!!! oh aaron
cactusunderpants replied to your post: i remember waking my boyfriend up from a bad dream…
girl you shine like the stars in the skyyyy
I love you so muchhhhhhhh. I can’t even. Literal tears. love love love love love. Miss miss miss.
i remember waking my boyfriend up from a bad dream and he said i was his kate in shining armor
i don’t feel like i have anything that shines any more
I keep thinking that I should go to parties more often, and then I remember what made me hate parties and stop going.
Also the anniversary of me breaking my toe is coming up and I don’t know if I should look up the precise date or not…if I don’t, I don’t have to mark the occasion…so that’s cool. if I do, i can maybe do the things I meant to do last year. of course, this year I don’t have someone who loves me (or pretends to love me? whoooo knows! that’s so much fucking fun, right? so much fucking fun to never know how much you meant to the person who you loved so fucking much and gave everything to, right? riiiight?), so that’s harder.
I’m drunk.
Also I want to get mascara so I when I cry it leaves makeup all over my face so at least there is a trace of my sadness
(also: I could sing “Tracks of my Tears” by Smokey.)
I feel like the only thing that will ever make me happy again is if Sandy Cohen comes and fixes my life for me.
(Or we could just make out and I could eat his eyebrows)
